Life?

Life is strange sometimes. In the middle of this year, I thought I wanted a relationship. Something meaningful. And I also thought I wanted a child. But somewhere in August, things changed. I now enjoy being single because when I look at most of my friends who are either married or dating, they are not happy. It seems so much easier being single. I don't have to tolerate the mood swings nor answering to anybody. And children. Well let's just say I am not as eager anymore. I guess my point is, the things that we think we want are really based upon what other people have or what other people say we should have. And life doesn't work like that. At least mine doesn't. Don't get me wrong. I too like other women get a bit lonely, but after a while, that shit wears off.