Eraser Mate

It must have been Tuesday night when I decided that I needed to tell him about his self. I called from my work phone and was just honest about how I felt about things and him. When I called, his phone went straight to his voice mail which was a good thing because he still can not contact me. The rest of the week was still shitty for me and when I saw my male friend in court the other day, I had the wosrt attitude towards him. I apologized later and I asked him if he wanted to go to the movies. I wanted to see Hitch. He said he would go and we decided on Friday night. I decided to ask him because I didn't want to put a halt to my life. I got off work late Friday night (intentionally), after seven to be exact and didn't get to his place until nine. We went to the theater and it was extremely packed. I didn't even get out of the car. We went back to his place and watched a movie. Maybe five menutes after the movie went off, I got up and left. He looked kind of shocked about it, but it just didn't feel right being there. I don't think I even hugged him. I wasn't in the mood for anything. I called him the following day to see if he was busy and he said he had plans; translation, he had a date. I was okay with that. I think I am tired of that scenario too. I deleted his number from my phone as well as every other personal male number that I had. I'm simply not interested at the moment.....