A Good Week

Last week was kind of good for me. On Tuesday, I went to my therapy session and the next day I was actually calm and happy. I wasn't talkative at all during the session and I walked away depressed. But I forced myself to take something positive out of all of the pain that had circulated around the room. After thinking about the good things that I heard, I was okay. I slept good that night and court was a breeze for me. I didn't feel like I was under a lot of pressure as I normally feel. I am still a little paranoid about living by myself. I need to save money to get an alarm put on my apartment. I have decided to take affirmative steps again towards job hunting. I have a couple of places in mind that I am trying to become involved with. I am hoping that both places present me with an opportunity. In the back of my mind sits the idea of buying a home or building one. In December, I will be 32 so I think it is something I should begin to consider and be smart/realistic about it. If everything goes according to plan with a new job, then I will begin to lay the groundwork. I want to go see a movie tonight. I will call my best friend to see if she wants to go. If not, then I will go by myself. My sister can't go because she is taking her son to see some play for kids. The theater shouldn't be too packed, so a crowd shouldn't be an issue.