Another One

So yesterday I drove all the way to Franklinton, LA to find a victim. I drove there to hear her say she can't come to court to testify because of her schedule. This young lady is a rape victim so it was hard for me get her to make a decision simple because my decision was not to report my incident and I didn't want to influence her decision in any way. But she was extremely indecisive. So either the judge will give another continuance or we will be forced to trial. If the judge is smart, he will force us. On the way home my concentration was extremely limited. I couldn't focus on anything simply because the case involved a rape. I was thinking about my own situation and I became kind of upset. When I went to sleep last night, I had a dream that he called me. In my dream, I was in my room at my parents house and he called. And I kept asking him how did he get my number because I had changed it. He kept laughing at me and I began to tell him everything that I was going through and he just kept laughing. So I hung up the phone and he tried to say something to me as I hung up. After that I woke up sweating. I decided to get up and get ready for work. Today has been somewhat solemn for me. I have been quiet for the most part, but I was in between three sections of court today. On Monday and Tuesday I will be in another section of court because the lead counsel is out. Those two days will be hell for me.