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Saturday, July 30, 2005

Nothing Different

So last weekend I decided to take my sisters advice and try to have a different approach about being in a relationship. She was of the opinion that I don't do enough to let men know that I am interested. So last week I told my friend I was interested in him and his response was the same response that I get from every other man that I have had an interest in. Even though I don't think I really want to be in a relationship with him, I find it odd that I can not attract anyone. There is also another side of me that feel as though I am not ready to be in a relationship with anyone for every reason in the world. I don't know what is wrong with me, but I really feel stupid. I had a nice week in Florida. I didn't sleep at all. I had the same anxieties in Florida that I have here in Louisiana. I had another nightmare. This one involved a sex offender finding out that I worked at the District Attorney's office and for some reason he was after me. Later in the dream, he was molesting some child. When does it end?

2 comments:

Tom said...

Maybe you are trying too hard? Relax. It will happen. It happens to everybody, in time.

ghostwriter said...

Thank you for the comment. I will keep that in mind. I must ask how did you stumble upon my blog? Afterall, I don't think it is all that interesting. Have you read any of the other blogs that I have posted? I have a tendency to get detailed when it comes to certain things in my life not ever considering that someone else might take the time and actually read any of this. Again thanks for the advice.