On His Way

So my friend is on his way to Minnesota. He should arrive tomorrow. He said he wants to keep in touch but I know that is just generous talk. I don't anticipate seeing him anymore. I am sure he will get settled there and perhaps find an interest. I am not as upset as I thought I would be. For some reason I feel somewhat indifferent about his leaving. I guess it may be because I am not sure where this road will take me and it is easier for me to not deal with the thought of being attached to someone. Maybe his departure feeds into how I typically proceed with men. My friend pointed that out to me. I have always ran from relationships. Only one has kept my interest and that was damn near ten years ago. I guess as long as I don't have to try and express myself, it works out for the better. I wish him the best of luck. But I guess that chapter in my life is about to officially close. Considering I have no real reason to try and focus on rebuilding my life in that city, I guess I should pack up and move some place else. I will continue to look, and if the opportunity presents itself, then I will make a decision....