Finally

I finally found an apartment. It is in Kenner, Louisiana which is about fifteen minutes away from New Orleans if there is no traffic. I am happy about the location. It is on the third floor so if flooding ever occurs, I should be safe. There is a washer and dryer in the unit, an alarm, beautiful ceilings and ceiling fans. I fell in love with it the minute I saw it. I also saw my counselor today and I talked about the incident. That was the first time that I actually discussed with her what happened. I remember her telling me that I hadn't cried about what happened and I thought today that I would break down and cry but I didn't. I was more angry than anything else. I honestly walked away feeling like I wanted to kill myself. I will schedule another session with her next week. She wants me to go back to the psychiatrist again to get another prescription for zoloft and ambien. I told her that I stopped taking the ambien because it wasn't putting me to sleep and when Hurricane Katrina hit, I just gave up all hope considering I left the medicine in New Orleans. I will try again. Maybe I can get my life straight for the upcoming year and hopefully I can find my happiness within. Pray for me....