My Day

I finally woke up this morning at about 10:30. I got up watched a little television and talked on the phone with a few friends. I really don't have much planned for today. Tomorrow I have to go to New Orleans and continue my search for a place to stay. I may have to look in other parishes which will make my commute about 30 minutes to an hour. I still haven't ruled out Baton Rouge. I will also have to extend my job search. Tomorrow while I am in the city, I will meet with my counselor at about 2:00. My sessions are an hour long. There is so much to tell her and I know I will not be able to get it all in within the hour. I have been asking myself where to start with her. But I figured I will pick up where we left off. I was supposed to meet with her on August 29 which ironically was the day the city flooded. On that day, that was supposed to begin phase 2 of my sessions. Phase two included me opening up about what happened to me that night in my apartment. Our prior sessions included her learning more about my history enabling her to learn more about me, my family and my experiences. There are a lot of other things that she and I will discuss because I have always had committment and trust issues when it came to relationships and men. I guess the incident just pushed me more into a shell. Hopefully everything will go well tomorrow. But I will post and update. Till then...