So Pretty Outside

I woke up late in the afternoon and told myself not to be angry today. I went to the post office and dropped a few bill payments in the mail and spoke with a friend of mine. I finally noticed it was beautiful outside. So I asked myself what should I do. I have plenty to do inside but I want to go out today. I am supposed to go back to Mississippi next weekend because my mother's birthday is on the 12th. Since I am taking that trip, I decided not to go there this weekend. I don't have anything planned in the city. There really isn't much to do here. Maybe I will go to the gym today. I can't go to the music store because I can't spend any money until my bills are paid. I have to be responsible right? I went through my moment last night pissed off at the world but I won't do that today. I will get back on track mentally and physically, but I guess everyone has bad days or moments. I guess its that whole controlling and expressing my anger appropriately thing. Well let me find something to do. Will chat soon.....