Not Much Today

I want to take this opportunity to apologize to the people who have been impacted by my irrationality. So many thoughts went through my head this past weekend and as a result of my being open and honest about my feelings, it escalated to what I didn't imagine. What I realized throughout it all, is that my thoughts were purely selfish. There are so many people I would hate to disappoint and have them living in constant wonder of "why." So to all my apologies.

On another note. The mayor of the city has unveiled the city's plan in terms of rebuilding. I have decided that if I can not rebuild in my old neighborhood, then I will not be able to afford to live anywhere else in the city. And if I can not live in the city, then I will have to stay outside of the city in another parish. And if I am going to live in another parish, then I am not a resident of Orleans Parish anymore. And if I am not a resident of Orleans Parish, then I am not voting in the upcoming elections. I don't give a damn who wins. Afterall, its not my city anymore. Maybe that is the first step to leaving the city.