Two Cases Closed

This morning in court, I dismissed two homicide cases due to lack of evidence and lack of witnesses. It was so disturbing knowing that the victims family would be disappointed and frustrated. I spent most of the day annoyed at the entire justice system. Murderers literally walk away with having killed someone. I often wonder if they have any regret for taking a life. How can you just kill a person? Don't get me wrong, I have a personal hit list myself, but I don't think I would ever start killing those on that list easily without any forethought or afterthought. Once I left the office for the day, I cheered up a bit. I actually went to the gym tonight. I did better than I thought I would. A personal trainer wanted me to get on the damn machine and start running like I had been in training for years. NOT!!!! I had to explain to him that there is such a thing called warming up, training and conditioning. I am no body builder, but I'm no fool either. Be damned if he work me half to death on the first night. There is nothing worst than working out and then waking up the next morning too damn sore to even breathe. I have been back and forth with working out. Perhaps he thought I was new to the game, but I know what works for me and I told him he can't change that. Tell that shit to someone else who is trying to drop thirty pounds in two weeks. Don't get me wrong, I want to lose weight, feel healthy, and look like Janet, but there is such a thing called reality. Tonight I will dedicate another hour to my keyboard. It felt so good playing music again. I am starting with the basics. As if it were my first time playing. The ultimate goal is to learn the chords on the keyboard. After that, on to mastery. Music has always been my love, and my life now that I think about it. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have it around me. I honestly do not think there will be anything or anyone in my life that will give me the same feeling that music gives to me. Call me crazy, but its true love.