I Don't Know About This???

Last week I went to my session and it was suggested to me that I should take a vacation. Over much debate with myself--and maybe even my counselor--I decided to take her advice. I was sitting at my desk Thursday afternoon, and decided to by an airline ticket to California to see my friend. He was happy about my flying out there, so I put in for a week of vacation time. By the time I got home, I changed my mind about going. I don't know why, I just did. I talked to my best friend about it, and she said that I should go. I purchased the airline ticket yesterday, so now I have to go. Its not that I think I won't have a good time. I do enjoy his company, and I love San Francisco. I'll fly out first thing in the morning, and I will return next Sunday. When I come back, maybe I will have a more clear reason why I am reluctant about going.