The Single Life Part II

For the most part, women say they don't want to be in a relationship because they haven't met that "special one," or "Mr. Right." So usually women are just blowing smoke or giving excuses for being single. However, this week has taught me something. The reality is I don't want to be with anyone on the serious tip. I have a friend who is in town. He and I have been intimate in the past, but I honestly don't want to be alone with him. I had so much anxiety when he asked me when could he see me. I knew at that point I am in tune with being alone. I can't be in a relationship right now. Someone once said to thy ownself be true. I agree with that 100%. One thing going to California taught me was that I shouldn't try to force something that doesn't fit. I tried that with once and it didn't work, and I don't plan on trying it again.